Now only i realize that my blog will automatically updated by posting new post~
how stupid i am XD

17 days pass away so quickly but yet so slow,

i am now still cannot forget about the moment from the past~

I been left here alone, 

without been teaching by anyone, 

i had to survive in this cruel world.

But, 

i am a person who are not easily beaten by anything,

i still survive now,

the only thing i can do now is...'waiting',

they said,

the most toughest thing in this world is not 'i love you',

but beyond that word,

'i wait you'...

giving you the freedom that you ask for,

but at the same time support you whatever i can do~

i can done~

i can be~

never giving up my plan that i use to build in the future with you,

never let you know that what the plan is,

but i am now still building it,

one by one,

using my hand, using my heart~

I AM WHO I AM ~

like the moon,

so far but so near,

morning cannot see but it still there~



9.35p.m
i am so disappointed,
until now then i realize what was really happening,
you are still 'just the way you are',
but i am still here 'forever alone',
this cruel world will never stop for anybody~included me~
i have to keep moving forward....
now you are choosing leaving me in this isolate island,
i force to learn how to cut tree, eat grass, drink sea water to survive,
but i am now become more strong,
more determine than before.
If that is what you want me to do, want me to live with,
you are succeed,
yet i am still not giving up,
someday, somehow, you will know,
how silly i am,
how tough i am,
how determine i am,
to do thing for you,
i am a man who can't be move~