Happiness,
differentiated into two part,
1. temperately
2. eternity
In our life,
we are searching for our 'eternity happiness',
but most of our time we had been misleads by today world,
for what we get just only the 'temperately happiness '....
Drug, sex, bully, cheating and all those unethical action will only help us take out our anger/desire for temperately...

Being appreciate for what we have now and try to help other people out will give you more unexpected joy for a day or even month or year~
Sometimes, people do feeling down...
people cannot deny that they are born as a very weak person,

BUT,
we are mean to be train in this full of mystify world to survive~
to be someone who are better than anyone~
we are mean to be that person,
not we wanted to be,
but we are and we will be....

When did our life started?
When will it end?
Recently i had surrounded by emotional feeling beside me,
i had gone through a path way that i never been before...
Life sometimes is sucks,
but before it become colorful or meaningful,
i think it should meet up with each type of color first,
then we can start to paint our life...

Fall down is not the weakness thing we should fear,
but refuse to stand up again will become a coward that weak than a person who fall down~
stand up when you fall down is not difficult,
but will you do that or not??

人终在遇到挫折的时候感觉失落，
但往往在这时候，
生命的锤子会再狠狠的敲打，
一直到你落地为止~
人，往往必须经过最黑最黑的暗道后，
才能看清每一丝的光线~

唯有失去所有，
才能明白何为得到~
才能明白何为多余~

思念一个人， 是一件很苦的事~
There is many times,
not we don't want...
just we can't do it anymore~
A relationship is not just one-sided person pay out more then the other act nothing~
If your lover can find someone that is better than you,
there is no reason that you still stick to her and ask for more ~
Sometimes 'let go' are not giving up,
but 'let go' her to achieve better~
isn't the original plan in your mind....
She deserve better~she must be happiness~

Life~~
Unknown...Mysteries ~

 Her name is 'puffy'~

At 30 October 2011 she move into my house,

she was a gift for a person at that point of time~

Together with the help of all my 8 friends,

she succeeded move in....

look, how cute she was >.< at that time,

she was very quite at first...

When she sleeping,
seldom she will move~
she totally forget that blanked was mine,
so i took one picture as a proof for later punishment~ hehehe~
after sometimes,
she started to know that there are many forbidden area in the house,
most important is the kitchen~
Hence,
she started to become a 'spy' that only active during the night~
Soon later,
food was spread through our house in the early morning....
Everybody know that who was doing it,
just that 'spy' only didn't know that her perfect plan during night got such big weak point~
that is...there are 4 'sherlock holmes' live in the house~
her trick will not run well~
one night spot-check ruin her everything~
HAHAHA...... sherlock holmes again catch the sinner~ puffy =='

Few month later, 

she adapt with the new environment,

showing her real temper,

sometimes made people happy,

but sometimes just too angry because of her~

But,

see this picture,

will you still angry with her?

How cute she was when she was just doing that kind of innocent face~ 

Bath is a thing that she totally hated!
But she got no choice but to accept it~hehehe~
after bathing,
she will look thin and will keep shaking her body to remove the water~
when she was tire,
she will do just like the picture,
lying on your feet there and sleep~
Dog...

We told about love and hope before,
wishing that we can live our own,
now you're gone,
I wish I can live without you~

why did you tear my heart apart,

you say you will love me till the end,

all those painful thing you give me through,

but i am still loving you~

I try to give my best to you,

I don't deserve what you gave to me,

but no matter how i think, i feel,

you won't ....care.....

everything has gone to memories,

truth just too cruel,

learning to accept is too hard.....

walking in the stromy sea~ till the end,

i know i will~

Self seeking

Worried

Love your enemy

Is there one of the problem in your life? Or all three?
People will seek for power, for money, for love...
People will worried their work, their life...
Enemy will always come to us, and challenge us...

How do you think your life is gone through?
Happy or Sad?
My life is simple,
but it always show 'unsimplified' thing in my life,
that is life, sometimes make you laugh, and sometimes made you sad~

Life is never simple as what i think my life was,
thing will happen again and again and we have to confront with it,
it is either we take it easy or treat it as a burden...
Both of the implication are the same~solve the problem~
Does the result important if i told you that process give you 10 minute happy and result give you 1 minute happy~
which one will you choose?
IF you know what i mean,
yes,
you are same with me~
If NOT,
Then sorry i have to said,
you are NOT with me~
think about it how to mix with 'me' this kind of people,
it will benefit you in your life~

Someone that i never talk with them before,
through facebook,
i had some conversation with them...nice man~
that is the power of facebook......awesome!!!

Great day today after i finish my speaking test^^
although the result is not good for me but i sacrifice for what i had done,
because i give my best to it and the result showing me that the effort i should put be more~

At night,
i went to the church and start to learn about something great~
I would emphasis it in tomorrow blog~
if you want to know more? to be continued.....

Is there anyone after reading my post have some special feeling?
Is there anyone even notive these post?
Is there anyone who know what i am writing?
People are like this,
hoping getting more and more support,
there isn't a limit for them, human are just too greedy~
I am not the only one but part of one...
When you planning to get something,
you will soon plan to get more and more,
once you loss,
you will become bad mood,
your life will suddenly bring you to the darkness corner..pull you down...made you upset~

But,
did you saw these?

there are many many of these kind of these thing happen all these day,
is you are a weak person,
how about them?
They even don't have a choice to run,
you are now living on here but they do not!
so you have the right to take care of your life,
just think careful how important is your life as how desperate other people want it~

If i would,

i would change my yesterday,

i would listen to my heart and then i said,

how truth love could be....

 

Once upon a time,

love is so sweet,

but when it change!

It become like nothing worse than it ever!

Attention please: It is causes by one sided change, not both side!!

After some time past~

It will recover again~

until you find the right person~

Let me told you something that you might not happy with it:

"every people are selfish, when they still finding their true love, when still not yet found, she/he will now stay in someone shoulder first, when they realize that the right person appear, that was the leaving time for them. So, who's wrong or who's right? It just depends on the timing, who meet their mr./ms. right first. In case, the person who early a bit found him/her, they will not suffer so much as compare with the other~"

What are the reason for our living life right now?

African children which facing a death rate 25/1000people per day, 50 percentage are cause by starvation.

Japan tsunami which cause thousand of people lost their shelter and also their lover, their friends.

The world changing everyday,

adapt the circumstances or create the environment that suit you...

normal people following the first choice but greatest people will do the second choices...

obstacle

how hard you think your life can be?

No one will never know what will happen next,

the obstacle that you will confront with are always the greatest to you...

but for other,

they are just nothing~

because it is not their business~

Joy will come when you across the obstacle,

soon, the next obstacle will come...

It is not that how many obstacle you had been crossed,

it is how many times you fail and you try again and again,

that is how winner do that....

non of us anyone can be the champion from the beginning of our life,

succeed is not enough but how we stand up again from failing ~ 

live.....Like a boss~

One more day had gone,

i had a chat with my friend that i think should write down here,

not just remind me but also for whoever read this~

He told me:" Life is not easy, indeed , but when you are now feeling down because of him or her, but they are now enjoy outside, why not you? Man~ you should plan and think about your future, is there any value that will bring to your future become more brightness ? Mind is control by people not our body~"

Indeed, when you experience something you never ever confront before, we are courage by devil inside us to walk alone in the darkness place, blaming ourself, regret...But, that is useless for either you and me, coward do that but ain't anyone of us...

Time will pass, it can back to 12o'clock again,
but it will never be the same 12o'clock that you had seen last time...

What we had now? What is the most important things you think you having now?
Maybe you will not agree but let me told you what i had heard and i totally agree with this statement,
it may provide anyone to think about what they are having....
"Time is the most precious thing that we having now,
  yesterday has past , if it not made you feel good, just settle it like how we settle our liabilities,
    FAST AS POSSIBLE~
Tomorrow are always our greatest value property, everyone is planning to live better in their future which has not yet present. Everyone deserve to live better, just how we are going to achieve it.
Today, which represent our current asset that are tangible for people to use it to finish our yesterday and also create our future."

The things you do now will definitely affected your future,
so,
think about it, is it worth or not???
IF NOT,
bare in mind,
DON'T DO IT!!!
Sometime, never try never know,
and sometimes,

no need try, you know~!~~!

Who cares~

You have your own personalities,

if someone cannot accept you,

just leave it and don't give a damn..

when you realize that there are thousand million of people in this world,

somehow,
somewhere there are someone that is on your side.

But also remember,

friends today, enemy tomorrow,

never trust so much to a person and never fall into love so easily,

if not,

not just pain you receive but also hurt...

Different between pain and hurt?

As time pass,

'pain' will gone~

As time pass,

'hurt' will growth, 

it will take longer time to recover it as compare with pain...

but you definitely ascertain something within it....

Not just the truth,

and also growth~ 

无声无息，
忘记真的很难。
世界的辽阔，
竟藏不了心中那小小的伤口，
其实世界也没那么大吧~
人，
究竟能够成长到什么境界？
人，
究竟能堕落到多长多久？
我们的世界充满这善良与邪恶，
真实与谎言，

究竟该相信还是怀疑？
握紧或放手？
坚持或转换？
太多的是与非，成与败，对与错，
阻饶着我们向前进~

我不知道的事情其实有很多，
既然男人抵制得了诱惑，
女人为何经不起寂寞？ 或反之~
人性的丑陋就葬在这一点，
表面越纯洁的人，
越是捉摸不透。
越傻楞的人，
越被玩弄。
今天，
了解了这个道理，
希望能勇敢的面对未来的一切~

其實預早等待你 ，
終於都會忍心講句’對不起‘，
不快樂，
仍要勉強，　
殘忍過分離~
瞞下去不等於你慈悲,
從來沒什麼送給你,
唯一可分手分到有人情味...
別為我錯過了你的佳期,
別扮念舊,
我和你就當沒轉機...
人只有一個，
但伴侶還有太多，
從分手拖手便可知道缺乏什麼~
明白我，
一個人，
就算好~　 
麻木過，
留住我，
剩餘價值也不多~
如果他不錯，
你沒道理和我再拖，
而我亦無權去破壞...唯有慶賀~
喜歡一個人,
不愛一個人,
會變亦​​不是錯,
饒恕你自己,
愛下一个,
談情難道考慮恩情?
無端跟他有感覺只能承認.......
別再以照顧我的心情,
誰能違抗本性,
情人隨時能變朋友別震驚,
现在剩我一个真的不用紧~

I saw some post on the facbook recently,
the following are the post...
" everytime when you feel not happy, think about these 3 sentence,
1. nevermind~, there are so many thing happen in this small world, you will never know what will happen during the next second, if you prefer to stay in your small circle and be forever alone, you are just too silly!
2, let it go~, thing happen which doesn'trequire any reason, it just happen, don't give yourself so much pressure to figure it out what causes it to happen. Sometimes in our life, many thing we put effort in it but it just won't result as what we think...
3. tomorrow will be better~, always remember that no matter how sad you are today, tomorrow will still come, even you don't like it, your sadness will become lesser and lesser since the time pass... "

I like all the three sentence,
it company me go through my life recession,
hoping any people saw this post will feel better...
life just like this,

you will never know what thing happen when you open the pandora boxes~~

life is not easy,
tear is not so hard to drop off if you got something to hurt you...
But somebody just cannot cry although it is so hurt to him/her,
When hurt but cannot express,
how to do???
This is life,
you always got other method to solve your problem~
1. exercise
2. writing diary
3. watching movie
4. chatting
5. ...anything~

If you find out you cannot cry to express your feeling now,
why don't you just try to do other thing that will benefit yourself...
life will not just stop/pause because of you or anyone else,
so,
improve yourself from today~
Although hurt are still there,
pain are still there,
but yet don't forget this world is still running,
time still passing,
never try to understand why this happen,
accept it is happening already,
then you can solve it.....

Once the decision is made,
it is hard to change~
heart feel so pain until coughing also no feel...

i made up my mind to go through the darkness road,

hoping you can go to the other bright side~

if there is pain and hurt,

just leave it to me,

i will take it,

just,

you must be happy~

在送你下车以后　　

   我独自站了好久

       雨像一整夜的梦　　

            痛却怎么也不走

猜不透是那里出了错　　

     或许只是该结束的时候

            想起你那句还是朋友　　

                  为什么我竟如此痛在心头

  如果你在寂寞的时刻却想起了我

                           你眼眶是否会发热

                                 如果你在快乐的时刻又想起了我

                                        你心里是否会有一点舍不得

泪不会轻易地流~　　

你也用不着歉疚~

         爱就像覆水难收~　　

         情又有谁能强求~