生命是什么？
人所拥有的短暂生命留下的是什么？
一生里，能够为之而死的东西有多少。
一天里， 说过的话，想过的事，做过的动作到底哪一个能真正的铭记~
生活，是为了明天而过的，
明天， 是为了后天而准备的。
那么， 今天的生活就没有可以值得自己

Journey are started when we born,
life is challenging everyday,
after the night had past,
tomorrow gonna be more different and survivor game would never end.

Only the winner gonna stay alive,
loser would only live their life under circumstances,
following patterns, culture, time and money,
yet winner are create them.

When you decided to be the winner,
are you dare to do anything you want to do?
Their similarities are,
they both dare to dream,
that arise the difference between these two men...
one dare to to what they dream,
one are just dreaming when they sleep~~
which one are you?
( People aren't scare to dream, but they scare their dream come true)
Do, dream come true!
Don't do, dream not come true!
Just as simple as that.....

Changing

In every people heart, there must be a different person who live inside...

Did you ever wonder how was your life been constructed,
wonder if tomorrow are coming but what you gonna prepared for tomorrow from today.

Life is full of obstacle, yet surprise also...
wonder if tomorrow never coming, what you would do today?
prepared yourself for something new, something special for the last day live in the earth, what will you do?
Man and women and made to create happiness for each other, that's call 'love',
man and man, women and women made to create peace between each other are called 'friendship',
there are many happy things happen in the world every second, if you are wondering why there isn't involve you, there must be something wrong in your life...you may think like that...
But yet, if you think like that won't make any differences,
changing yourself is more tougher than changing your life...but if you did it...you may create your own life..
(that's what i think)

Destiny life

人的一生究竟是为了什么而活？

回到最初，我们从何而来。。。

当上帝创造人类的时候，‘他’编排了一切，

生，死~救赎。。。

上帝给予人类选择的能力，又为人编排了人的生命，

有人说上帝是希望所有人都得救，只是人在选择过程中把上帝的安排排除了。

也有人说生命是掌握在自己手中，命运只是扮演了推引的作用~

你的生命是怎样的呢？

馄饨的世界参杂着人类微小但却微妙的心灵，

拥有感情的灵魂让人们思考人生的道路与荆棘~

我们从何而来对某些人来说已经不再重要了吧，当下我们活在这世上就要把握，捉紧以及开拓是吧！

人生的路途看见不同的景色与光彩，

黑夜不会太黑，白天也不会太明~

路，有时单人行，也有时与人肩并肩~~~

人生，对你来说有是什么呢？

The crying girl :(

心情有些沉重。

今天，回家的途中看见了一个女孩对着电话哭泣~

不知道是为了什么原因。。。

看见那女孩的悲伤，
心中不禁感叹到这世界仍带着一种沉重的气氛。
开心就笑，伤心就哭，是人都知道的简单事情。
但是，有多少人真正的了解那需要什么简单的基础根据才能造成的~
有谁不希望自己每天面带笑容，
有谁不希望悲伤远离自己，
有谁不希望原来过的每一天都是美好的~
因为承受太久所以落泪（本来以为可以撑得下去），
因为终于没有值得什么好开心所以不再继续的笑，
因为想起曾经拥有过的幸福终于宣布永久失去所以无奈，悲伤~
人的一生（你的一生），掉过几次泪~
又是为了什么而掉泪？

坠入爱河里面，是我们控制不了的~它就是这么莫名奇妙的发生了！

 有没有想过你将会无可自拔的爱上一个你从未见过的人？还是你会爱上一个你天天见面却又不熟悉的人呢？
面孔是吸引你的关键么？还是相处呢？

当然，答案是因人而‘意’的吧~但是，谁能预测爱情会在何时，和谁发生。。。奇妙的爱情往往都让人在意想不到‘蹦’的一刹那产生了！
当然，也有细心根云，为爱努力不懈的爱情产生。 有些人用几天，几个月的时间找到自己的伴侣，然后开心的就这样一起活着到老。 但，有些人即使找到了，却要受时间与其他种种的考验才能在一起。这都是为了换来那好不容易才找到的感觉~

如果遇见了，就别轻易放手。。。

如果再一起，请珍惜~

没有人注定孤独到老，命中注定是自己说的，是自己给自己的命运~

And...stay loyal, if not, stay single ~~~~

sometimes it just feel that so many things in this world we can't control... earthquake,flood,reality show? But it's important to remember the thing that we can,like forgiveness, second chance, a fresh new start..because the one things that turn the world from lonely place to a beautiful place...is love...love in any kind of form...love give us hope, hope for the new year...that's what new year mean to me...hope and a great party........ XD

最近荷包有点紧，

不过却也让我发现我内在潜能。

一个月仅有RM250的伙食与娱乐allowance够你用吗？

呵呵~我就快要完成这项还算艰难的任务了...

想知道怎么办到的吗？

简单， 只要一天不花超过RM8便可。

我最近都在吃自做的简单意大利面条，

一碗足够补充一个正常成年人一天所需要的3000卡路里 :)

当然， 这一餐价值仅仅RM2.30。。。（神奇吧~）

这个月就像电影里常常说到的：“非常时期，非常手段！”

就算有想做的事情，
也不一定能随心的去进行是吧~
就算有想见的人，
也不能就这么的对望，只能远远的仰望吧~

君子不怨天，不怨人。
农夫不怨田地。
音乐人不怨乐器。
问题在于自己身上，
而不是对象身上。。。
如果真的那么珍惜的话，那就不应该责怪自己或别人！

世界是不公平的吗？ 是与否都在于自己的一念之差~
凡事不能只往坏处想， 那样会活得很累的 ...

Famine 30---2012

It's been so long time I didn't upload my blog,
seems to be normal for me with the live without writing~
 Last week I join the famine 30 hours camp from 3 of august until 4 of august,
it was totally a great experience for me ~

this is inside the 'stadium malawati',
people inside are more than ten thousand,
some of them are force to stay outside because the stadium cannot fit all of us~




This activity remind us that the hunger crisis happen in this world right now, even when I am writing this...
To all of us who having a healthy meal everyday,
that would be all the 'beautiful thing' for the people/victims who live outside who are suffering hunger now!
Even I don't have much to contributed to them,
but I would like to spread the news of these people who extremely needed help through my blog, my life, my speech~
https://www.worldvision.com.my/v1/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=22&Itemid=79
for who that suddenly saw my blog and feel like suddenly want to do some action, that website will give you some help~
here are some picture of the people need to be help~

these are young generation who suffering~

your help,
is all their demand~

Communication

人与人之间的沟通能够让彼此之间更加了解，
另外也可以使彼此产生误会~
不理解？
一句简单的慰问：“你今天过的好吗？”
有人会觉得这是善意的关心， 而有人却觉得是另有目的的讨好。
误会与了解就像是奇妙的化学成份混合在一起，
产生奇妙的化学作用。。。
也许因为忙碌而无法接听电话，
拨电的人却可以认为这是‘逃避’接听或‘无法’接听，
一个动作两个效应， 效果却有天壤之别。
你是否也有相同的经历？
无论你是被动者还是行动者， 你通常都会选者哪个答案呢？

泰戈尔说：“ 如果你为错过的太阳伤心落泪， 那么你也将错失星星~”
When people loss something, they stand there and thinking of where did it gone wrong and what cause the losses...in the mean time, they seems to forget and loss more than it should be, the thing , the people, the opportunities one by one just pass by~

If you care so much about how the past process, then you will miss the best part in your life~

The truth is,
no one understand u more than yourself ,
sometimes, you just randomly asking yourself 'do u really understand yourself?'
people like to wear a mask to live, to continued their aimless life~

Life is always moving forward~ 

When is the time that all mankind started to pursue life be better and better..

What is the time that  when all mankind started to think about the only important thing on the earth is not just them...

When we do so, we desire better, we ask for more to huge, we seek from basic to expert…

Word made people to be more smart, but the smart head also slowly turn our human desire to act like dangerous monster. We do thing for benefit of ourselves, we  do thing for our family….sometimes, we will sacrifice other in order to benefit majority of people...but is this right?

If your life is been write as a story and then broadcast as a film, what title of the movie do you like to put?
For me, my life is full of changes, funny, sometimes emo, sometimes a  bit too hyper...
I would think that all movie can be shown, I can made all sort of movie actually by using my life story~
Sad things, happy things, extraordinary things all happen in my life before,but all these story is only shown by my own.
I am quite satisfy about this movie, but how other think about my movie I don't know and I don't care actually...
There is time when I was filming too much sad scene in my movie, too demotivated, it almost force me to shut down my film. But I know that somehow, somewhere, sad scene will over and happy scene will come. Even though the film still have to film day by day, day by day, it won't stop until the day I die....
Life is an unpredicted drama plot development, it change day to day,
sometime you may even don't feel any thing when it was still changing all around you....
That's why our human are so weak and so strong,
weak when the things change too fast,
strong that we adapt the changes so many times....

I had went to pyramid sunway watch the movie called 'Avengers',
it's a nice movie....

In "Avengers" there are few different hero,

but in my life there is no hero but only the main character...that was me :)

Today i read about one article writing about the end of the world.
Indeed, it is base on some prophecy (e.g Mayan prophecy), but how was the high chance does it occur?
No one know. But there is still a lot of people believe in it and started to counted down the rest of the day before the end of the world...
There is some article also against the statement of the end of the world, they emphasis that it into other meaning...
"When we contemplate the expression "end of the world" let us realize the term "world" can refer to a cycle; a period of time; a world age era. Therefore 2012 is signalling the completion of one World Age Cycle, transitting into an emerging New World Age to come."
this article talk about 'end' is the cycle not the earth.


As in the bible,
in matt chapter 24
'then many false prophets will appear and deceive many people....But whoever hold out to the end will be saved.....and then the end will come.'
only god know the end none of anyone else even his only son.


For me, it is really nothing if the end of the world is when or where, but it just give us people some attention the not to forget to look careful the people that love you the most, have you ever said to them :"thank you for walking into my life, you are the best :) ". The end of the world just an sentence but the action still haven't be done yet, so, we do still have time to care about the people around us tell them you love them, don't letting any regret in your life. Life will never walking backward but just keep moving forward, something that you had already miss up sometimes may not bring it to you anymore....anymore....~

Memory

Memory is one of the most precious thing that god give to people,
we as a human must live with the past.
The last time mistake or regret people don't wish to happen again,
although the pain or some feeling are still hanging there,
but it just remind or indicate things really that happen before.

So many time has past,
do you thinking back from young till now?
When i was young, my ambition is to be an polis,
I want to help people in need and of course the main reason is to become hero.
Most of the time I watch TV program polis station always had one tough guys,
and that man always do everything that normal people cannot do.
That scene which attract me to be one person like that.
But,
thing change when I started to growth up,
I realize that my personal ability are limited.
Responsibility is too much for a hero.
Hence, my ambition started to dig a grave and sleep into.

How many people are like me?
How does it feel like you made yourself to believe in something already,
when you really believe, suddenly you have to force yourself to give it up.
I am not only indicate any ambition of human,
but the thing that we plan, we life for, we pursue.
Are you still holding your plan with strong will? yes/no

until now i still believe that,
nothing is impossible,
the only thing is how persistent people want to do somethings.
Never give up for anything, somehow thing will be made when you didn't realize you made it~
(but not my polis men ambition) XD

有时候，我们的决定不会在刹那之间就有影响，

然而~往往都是在过了一段时间过后才慢慢的浮现那时的决定所留下的残骸。。。

当然， 这可以是其中一种情况， 但却是大多数人的情况~

我们的一生究竟有多长；还是究竟有多短,

无人能知晓也无人能预知。。。

生命中你曾做过多少决定， 有让你后悔吗？

现在想一想， 回顾那时自己所说过的话，所做过的事，

换成今天的你是否依然作出相同的事情？

会 / 不会

人， 会怕后悔自己所犯下的错误决定，

其实那是因为人看重那时后的情况， 

所以久久不能忘怀~ （多数是发生在人与人之间的情谊）

Puffy,
the little cute dog which today finally transfer to a new owner...

Direction

Everything come from nothing,
we wish that we can get the best,
but what had we done for that?
Nothing can get easily, if you hope for something then go and get it,
don't just sit there and wait the thing come to you,
that day will never come...



To those thing that are not yours,
even when you get it, it is equal to nothing....
Thing are not work as well as we though,
we must fail in our life,
not just once, but many,
The thing is how many times we can stand back and start again,
the strongest person are not the one who always succeed in their mission,
but the one who failing many times but still maintain to stand up again and try and try....
I do believe that kind of person will not just succeed in their mission but in their life!

In order to went to the success path way, you must go through failure...will you??

Recently happen a lot of things,
making me almost losing myself, but i think i am ok now~
start from today,
i will set a new goal which i never set it before~
my mind is set up now, and i am willing to take the challenge,
bringing my hope toward the unseen future....

生命的价值就是它会不断的增值。
别看轻自己的人生，
也别浪费自己的人生，
因为这没有从来的机会~

：“你可以怪这是社会的错， 但这社会会为你坐牢吗？，
            你可以怪这是父母的错， 但父母会为你坐牢吗？”
you can blame the society, but will it take your place to go into jail?
you can blame your parents, but will it take your place to go into jail?

Yesterday I go watch a movie called "孩子不坏"(we not naughty.
through this movie,
I've learn about responsibility of our self.
Yes, today the environment around us is very fascinate,
but do we need to receive those temptation?
People can be weak when they all know what is the right thing to do but they refuse to do,
people can be loosing fate when they know their fate are not decided to be worse but they choose to live their life in the darkness! all sort of thing happen in the reality, it happen to me also~

Life is not always good,
when we listen other story, we always heard about what the good ending,
we don't really pay our attention to get know how the thing process...
We have to know every greatest happiness thing must come from a very hard time process period~
People may disagree this statement but when you really go and ask other,
how many of them will stand on my side and support what i said, you will knew happiness didn't come easily~ same thing as sadness~


Today i am not in a good mood to write things,
my point of view is quite negative,
wishing i can go through mine recession and started to write happy thing in this blog~

                

What did you shown

理念与信念正在我脑海中反搅着~
似乎诺无其事的表面，
偷漏了浅浅的失落，
内心已无从思索接下来的所有。。。

我所剩无几的微笑，
正在这一刻完全的用尽。。。
理念在这一刻怎么都仰制不了心中的那份悲伤，
人的刚强在这一刻完全的瓦解~
原来人可以这么的无助~

：“我期望振作。”

Easter Day

Yesterday,
i went to the church with my friend to celebrate 'easter day'...
Everybody looks handsome and pretty during that day,
since some time ago i having my life ebb (recession),
i was very lucky that i still got few friends that are willing to share with me,
encourage me,
not leaving me~
Jesus rise again from death after three day,
i can't....
but i shall live again after all the up and downs in my life~
People have the option to choose,
i don't want to waste it~
STILL, it take time to choose...
HOPE, never let go...

Today is good friday,
during night me and my friend went to church~
There are many people went to the church that occupy all the sit and made us left no choice to sitting outside of the door~

2 more person are with me but forget to take photo..XD


















The church which set up a drama show called '执尔之手',
which remind me something that i almost forgot~
after the drama, the paster which give us a short speech about some of his testimony (i think), during this week, about one his relative that just pass away and an old man get abandon by his children stories~ quite boring for me, especially there got a translator that made me cannot concentrated listening...

 Also,
one of the most important activities that cannot be miss up in the church~
singing to 'praise the lord',
how spectacular it was~

There is too many things that people live for,

Money, authority, status, lover and so on….

How many people think that work is their part of life which almost forget that the dream in their childhood and during school...

forget about who should there really care for...

Today,
early in the morning before my class start, I arrive school~

study~ my ordinary life~
searching for some reason that why i must study~
that is, for future~



Have you ever heard about 'nerf'?
It is a type of 'CS' game which using harmless nerf gun to play~
is very fun, really freaking like playing real live 'CS'...






This is the location where we use to play nerf game~
due to some reason today we change our venue, usually we play inside sunway college~

see~ freaking looks like 'CS' game right!

sorry for the person who don't really know what is 'CS'

THIS IS 'CS'!!!

These people who are nerf game player~ erm....they don't really looks like freaking pro....but they are really freaking hardcore~ hehehe....




















These boxes which included some armor and weapon of the game~
see~how serious we are~




















Due to lack of photographer, i cannot upload more photo when during the game process,
maybe next time i will try to take some photo and post in here~

Love u u

孤单的日子里，
你是怎么度过的，
会去疯狂的唱歌吗?
听到音乐，感动过吗？
你享受过那些简单又美好的事情吗？

如果真的有“魔幻出翘大法”，
把所有伤心的回忆统统都带走，
你会想要吗？

嚎啕大哭过后真的就能雨过天晴吗？
人到底要用多少时间才能痊愈心中的伤口呢？




我不知道雨天过后是否就能直接遇见天晴，
但是总有彩虹出现的那一刻~
是否要勇敢的面对接下来的挑战，
还是要继续在回忆里沉沦，迷茫，潦倒的过~
选择，
不是在别人手上，
而是你自己的心里~

Happiness,
differentiated into two part,
1. temperately
2. eternity
In our life,
we are searching for our 'eternity happiness',
but most of our time we had been misleads by today world,
for what we get just only the 'temperately happiness '....
Drug, sex, bully, cheating and all those unethical action will only help us take out our anger/desire for temperately...

Being appreciate for what we have now and try to help other people out will give you more unexpected joy for a day or even month or year~
Sometimes, people do feeling down...
people cannot deny that they are born as a very weak person,

BUT,
we are mean to be train in this full of mystify world to survive~
to be someone who are better than anyone~
we are mean to be that person,
not we wanted to be,
but we are and we will be....

When did our life started?
When will it end?
Recently i had surrounded by emotional feeling beside me,
i had gone through a path way that i never been before...
Life sometimes is sucks,
but before it become colorful or meaningful,
i think it should meet up with each type of color first,
then we can start to paint our life...

Fall down is not the weakness thing we should fear,
but refuse to stand up again will become a coward that weak than a person who fall down~
stand up when you fall down is not difficult,
but will you do that or not??